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Monday, November 4, 2013

ujian

assalamualaikum

lamaaaaaa sangat tak write anything kt sini.the last post was early this year.so apa kena mengena tajuk kt atas tu *sila tengok tajuk* dengan post kali ni?ujian.ya ujian.ALLAH turunkan ujian yang amat hebat untuk aku dan family aku.pernah rasa tak yang kau rindukan seseorang tapi kau tahu macam mana kau rindukan dia pun akhirnya kau takkan dapat jumpa dia lagi sebab dia dah tak ada.kadang-kadang aku tertanya jgk kenapa Allah uji aku,bukan orang lain? cepat-cepat aku istighfar bila ada fikiran jahat macam ni.aku rasa ALLAH nak aku sedar yang Dia sayangkan aku sebab tu lah Dia turunkan ujian yang berat.aku redha dengan apa yang berlaku.aku ada terbaca yang redha merupakan manifestasi daripada kesempurnaan iman,kemulian taqwa dan kepatuhan kepada ALLAH SWT.jadi memang patut pun kita redha dengan apa yang berlaku.hati sedih menangis itu selalu tapi aku selalu ingat bahawa ALLAH itu Maha Penyayang,Maha Mendengar.perlahan-lahan aku mulai sedar yang Dia nak aku menjadi hambaNya yang lebih baik.aku perlu kuat demi mak ayah dan family aku.mohon doa daripada semua :')



                                  Firman Allah s.w.t. yang bermaksud :” Tetapi tidak ! Demi Tuhanmu, mereka tidak dipandang beriman hingga mereka menjadikanmu ( Muhammad ) hakim dalam apa yang mereka perselisihkan di antara mereka, kemudian mereka tidak merasa sempit dalam hati mereka tentang apa yang engkau putuskan serta mereka menyerah dengan bersungguh – sungguh “. ( Surah An-Nisaa’ : Ayat 65 )

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

for the first time

hello..hello..helloooooo...okay,boo me..boo me.yeah,i'm being such a lazy-a** for not updated my blog for emm,ahh,emm ages?what can i say,i'm a super busy lady *cough* hahaha.to start my entry for the first time in 2013,I'm gonna bla bla bla about my 2012 which was a very interesting year for me.i met new people,make new friends,i cried,i laugh (a lot okay,a lot) and the most interesting part was i passed my final exam and now I'm in degree year..yeayyy me!!phew,2012 was a tough year,you know.entering degree year are not going to be less tough than foundation so i must prepare myself mentally and physically.oh,i have a confession to make,i just so into THE SCRIPT.their songs are really cool and somehow makes me feel like i can be myself without trying to please everyone else.okay,okay back to the story of me and 2012,well,i had a bad fever last year.like really really bad and i was admitted to the hospital.do you know how does it feels to spend overnight at the hospital without your family especially your mom?*sigh* but i can say that I'm lucky  enough to have my lovely and kind girlfriends here.thank you so much ira,fatin and anne(i know you girls don't read this but hey still,thank you :) also,2012 taught me to be a more realistic person.why?the reason behind it,let me alone know about it okay.urghhhh,i think should stop blabbering now because my head is a bit dizzy and i want to go out.need a new atmosphere.

p/s : Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy.Don't give up on me, baby 

Saturday, September 8, 2012

RINDU

Assalamualaikum semua..Alhamdulillah,Allah masih memberikan aku kesempatan untuk kembali sihat seperti sedia kala..hampir 2 minggu jgk la aku demam *kesian* oh ya,syukur sangat sebab assignment semua dah selesai..sekarang tinggal focus kt final exam ja..InsyaALLAH,semoga aku dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan semua dapat melepasi final exam nanti..Aminn..sebenarnya aku sangat2 rindukan mak,ayah dan kakak aku yang kt kedah tu..tak sabar nak balik..haishh,susah jgk jadi anak bongsu ni,hati tak kuat..ye la,hampir 18 tahun aku dok kt bawah ketiak mak,sekarang ni bila dh jauh,susah la..hari2 pn aku call mak..dan aku jgk rindukan kedah..rindu dgn makanan2 utara tu.. emmm sekarang ni aku dh siap buat plan lg nk mkn apa bila balik merbok bln november nnt..hehe..agak pulun di situ..okay,entry kali ni sgt merapu..okay bye salam :)

Monday, August 13, 2012

perubahan..perubahan

Alhamdulillah,tak berapa hari je lg dh nk raya,tak berapa hari je lg boleh balik rumah..kawan-kawan ipg ramai yang dh merungut "hati aku kt rumah dh,jasad je kt sini" ..haha..insyaAllah,tak lama lagi kawan-kawan :D tapi post ini actually nk cakap perubahan. what i'm trying to say here is perubahan dari segi akhlak kita.kadang-kadang kita leka dengan duniawi sampai akhlak kita terabai. Allah sentiasa bagi kita peluang untuk berubah,yang tinggal sama ada kita nk grab peluang tu ataupun tidak. as a start, apa kata kita ubah cara percakapan kita. kalau selalu kita asyik mencarut setiap kali kita marah,why not this time we change it with istighfar banyak-banyak. pahala pun kita dapat. kalau boleh kurangkan jgk cakap perkara-perkara yang tak berfaedah. istiqomah dalam percakapan kita..insyaAllah

#a reminder to myself 

Saturday, May 5, 2012

apakah??

macam pandai je main kn padahal -,-
sila abaikan gambar diatas ye..haha..bkn apa,aku teringin sangat nak belajar main gitar tp aku try sekali main,Ya Allah,susah gila kot..okay,aku bukan berjiwa seni..haha..okebye

Thursday, May 3, 2012

you..you..and you

hey you..yes you..thank you so much for everything..thanks for being such a great friend..thanks for listening to me..thanks for being beside me and giving me such a good advice..i really appreciates it..thanks for making me smiling again :)

Monday, April 30, 2012

why oh why?

petang tadi me and my gegirls (anne,ira and fatin) lepak-lepak kt kafe.oh hell yeah,ramai pulak orang tgh dating kt kafe tu.so apa lagi,bergosip lah.hahaha.i know,so typical of us.okayh,back to the story mory..kitaorg pn start la cakap pasal girls batch kitaorg yg hot and meletops uollsss yang menjadi perhatian boys especially the seniors.suddenly,kitaorg rasa cam loser  gila sebab tak de orang nk woot woot kt kitaorg.hahaha.so kitaorg pn list down kenapa boys tak approach kitaorg.please refer to the list below:

1.kitaorg gang yang sangat outspoken.maybe boys takut dengan kitaorg -,-
2.we're so freakin weird.haha. *troll face*
3.we are who we are.kitaorg bkn jenis yang suka mengediks tak tentu pasal uolls
4.we like to stick to our own group.people might have misjudged us as being sombong or whatever *daaa,kemonlah people*
5.we laugh out loud.i really meant it people.yeah,we are damn good in making jokes so we laugh whenever we found anything funny

so that is that.i think it's not because of those thing but it's just that Allah hasn't sent anyone good for us yet.lagipun aku rasa,for this time being,it is better for us to stay single since there's so many thing to be done and we need to stay focus in order to complete our foundation course.if having a boyfriend will make thing become more complicated,then better not..haha..okayh people,tu je la kot benda yang aku nk merepek.oh,for my gegirls - ira,fatin,kak long,ramlah- bersabarlah hati,insyaAllah akan ada yang terbaik untuk kita nanti..salam and out