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Monday, November 4, 2013

ujian

assalamualaikum

lamaaaaaa sangat tak write anything kt sini.the last post was early this year.so apa kena mengena tajuk kt atas tu *sila tengok tajuk* dengan post kali ni?ujian.ya ujian.ALLAH turunkan ujian yang amat hebat untuk aku dan family aku.pernah rasa tak yang kau rindukan seseorang tapi kau tahu macam mana kau rindukan dia pun akhirnya kau takkan dapat jumpa dia lagi sebab dia dah tak ada.kadang-kadang aku tertanya jgk kenapa Allah uji aku,bukan orang lain? cepat-cepat aku istighfar bila ada fikiran jahat macam ni.aku rasa ALLAH nak aku sedar yang Dia sayangkan aku sebab tu lah Dia turunkan ujian yang berat.aku redha dengan apa yang berlaku.aku ada terbaca yang redha merupakan manifestasi daripada kesempurnaan iman,kemulian taqwa dan kepatuhan kepada ALLAH SWT.jadi memang patut pun kita redha dengan apa yang berlaku.hati sedih menangis itu selalu tapi aku selalu ingat bahawa ALLAH itu Maha Penyayang,Maha Mendengar.perlahan-lahan aku mulai sedar yang Dia nak aku menjadi hambaNya yang lebih baik.aku perlu kuat demi mak ayah dan family aku.mohon doa daripada semua :')



                                  Firman Allah s.w.t. yang bermaksud :” Tetapi tidak ! Demi Tuhanmu, mereka tidak dipandang beriman hingga mereka menjadikanmu ( Muhammad ) hakim dalam apa yang mereka perselisihkan di antara mereka, kemudian mereka tidak merasa sempit dalam hati mereka tentang apa yang engkau putuskan serta mereka menyerah dengan bersungguh – sungguh “. ( Surah An-Nisaa’ : Ayat 65 )

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

for the first time

hello..hello..helloooooo...okay,boo me..boo me.yeah,i'm being such a lazy-a** for not updated my blog for emm,ahh,emm ages?what can i say,i'm a super busy lady *cough* hahaha.to start my entry for the first time in 2013,I'm gonna bla bla bla about my 2012 which was a very interesting year for me.i met new people,make new friends,i cried,i laugh (a lot okay,a lot) and the most interesting part was i passed my final exam and now I'm in degree year..yeayyy me!!phew,2012 was a tough year,you know.entering degree year are not going to be less tough than foundation so i must prepare myself mentally and physically.oh,i have a confession to make,i just so into THE SCRIPT.their songs are really cool and somehow makes me feel like i can be myself without trying to please everyone else.okay,okay back to the story of me and 2012,well,i had a bad fever last year.like really really bad and i was admitted to the hospital.do you know how does it feels to spend overnight at the hospital without your family especially your mom?*sigh* but i can say that I'm lucky  enough to have my lovely and kind girlfriends here.thank you so much ira,fatin and anne(i know you girls don't read this but hey still,thank you :) also,2012 taught me to be a more realistic person.why?the reason behind it,let me alone know about it okay.urghhhh,i think should stop blabbering now because my head is a bit dizzy and i want to go out.need a new atmosphere.

p/s : Oh, these times are hard, yeah, they're making us crazy.Don't give up on me, baby